May 25, 2012

Kairos: A Meditation on Some Words of Mary Oliver

Every morning
the world
is created.1

And every moment may be a morning.

The word “moment” comes from the Latin momentum, a form of the verb movere, “to move.” The present moment is movement, the past’s momentum into the future. Yet the now opens into the new: in any and every moment, you may see the day dawn and the day star arise in your heart,

whether or not
you have ever dared to be happy,
whether or not
you have ever dared to pray.

When dawn breaks in your heart, you may dare to be happy. And you may dare to be unhappy, to be broken, because in this new day you dare to love, and love encompasses both. Indeed, in loving another you may find that your happiness consists in embracing sorrow for her sake. And as you learn to love all, you will come to walk cheerfully over the world, answering that of love in every one, receiving both happiness and unhappiness as blessing.

Every morning
the world
is created.

In the book of Mark, Jesus begins his ministry with the proclamation that “The time is fulfilled; the Kingdom of God is at hand.” Biblical Greek has different words for time. Chronos, from which we get words like chronology, signifies quantitative time, time as ordinary, measurable flow. That’s not the term Jesus used; there was nothing ordinary about his experience of time. Jesus spoke of time as kairos.2

Kairos, which is thematically related to krisis, is extraordinary time, a time of judgment and decision, the present moment as profound opportunity. Kairos has been defined as “the right time to do the right thing,” and as “a passing instant when an opening appears which must be driven through with force if success is to be achieved.”3 According to Giorgio Agamben, biblical kairos-time is neither prophetic nor eschatological-apocalyptic, but messianic. He quotes Walter Benjamin as saying that “every instant can be the little door through which the messiah enters.4

“Knock, and it shall be opened to you.”5

“The kairos is fulfilled,” says Jesus; “the Kingdom of God is at hand.” The moment of decisive action, the right time to do the right thing, is now, because God’s morning, the dawning of a world of justice, peace, and mercy, is at hand. Not in hand, but at  hand: you must reach for it. You must reach inward to your heart, where the past, yours and ours, is judged in the light of love, “for behold, the Kingdom of God is within you.”6 Thus empowered with truth, you reach outward to the future as it presents itself, redeeming the time,7 answering that of love in it and so helping it give birth to the Kingdom it carries within.

“Behold,” says Paul, “now is the most-acceptable kairos; behold, now is the day of salvation.” In this kairos, every moment is a morning, and every morning is the dawn of a new world. When you give yourself to live in this kairos, the Logos arises in your heart as the day star, shines in you as the light of a new day, fills you with grace and truth as you behold its unique beauty and power. Then you shine forth as the sun in God’s Kingdom; in you the living Word of love lightens the darkness of human life with justice, peace, and mercy. Through this kairos-door, the messiah enters: Christ is come in your flesh,8

whether or not
you have ever dared to be happy,
whether or not
you have ever dared to pray.

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NOTES

[1] This hopeful meditation began, as have other recent posts, as vocal ministry. Last Sunday morning at Homewood Friends Meeting, I participated in two meetings for worship. During the first, which was captured on video for a documentary on Friend Inazo Nitobe (1862 – 1933), a Friend spoke of the Quaker life as movement. During the second, some time before I spoke, a Friend read Mary Oliver’s “Morning Poem.” The lines quoted in this post are from that poem. I would have preferred to write in the first person plural, but with the poem I address the reader — and myself — as “you.”

[2] For simplicity (which includes saving me, whose education unfortunately bypassed Greek, some effort), I’ll anglicize, using the unitalicized nominative form from this point forward.

[3] The former is from Richard Norquist at About.com. The latter is from E. C. White, Kaironomia, p. 13, as quoted on the Wikipedia page on kairos. White’s definition reminds me of Matthew 11:12, “And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.”

[4] Giorgio Agamben, “The Time that Is Left.” University of Verona, 2002. Epoché. Vol. 7, No. 1, Fall 2002, pp. 1–14. Agamben sees Paul as experiencing time as messianic rather than eschatological or apocalyptic. I think that Jesus’ experience of time is pictured in scripture as being similar (and I think that Agamben might agree). But it is not my intention to argue that issue one way or the other here. I tend to read scripture as theopoetic literature rather than as history or doctrine, and to use it accordingly in these posts.

[5] Matthew 7:7.

[6] Luke 17:21.

[7] Exagorazomenoi ton kairon: see Ephesians 5:16 and Colossians 4:5.

[8] My final paragraph contains a number of biblical references. The first is a direct quotation of Paul’s words in 2 Corinthians 6:2. Others include 2 Peter 1:19 (“until the day dawn and the day star arise in your hearts”), Matthew 13:43 (“Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the Kingdom of their Father”), and 1 John 4:2 (“Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God”). There is also a reference to John 1:14, which in a close translation (in the spirit of George Fox’s) is “And the Word became flesh, and he tabernacles in us, and we behold his glory, glory as of an only begotten beside a father, full of grace and truth.” An alternative rendering of the final phrase charitos kai aletheias might be “loving-kindness and truthfulness.”

March 27, 2012

“That of God” and the Other

The following is from vocal ministry, transcribed as closely as my memory allows, that I offered during worship at Homewood Meeting on 3/25/2012.

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The statement “There is that of God in everyone” is often attributed to George Fox, but he didn’t actually say quite that: we’ve inferred it from his exhortation to Quaker ministers to conduct themselves such that they would always be “answering that of God in every one.” We know that to answer is to respond to. But Fox took the phrase “that of God within” from Paul’s Letter to the Romans, so for him and for generations of Friends before us it had an explicitly biblical meaning, one that seems to elude us today. As the assertion that “there is that of God in everyone” increasingly acquires something like doctrinal status, I am concerned about meanings, and their ramifications, that might be harbored in our contemporary use of it.

In particular, it seems easy for us to slip into a New Age kind of definition of “that of God” as a divine essence, a divine identity or true nature, in each person — an essence that makes us all One, and that therefore makes us all essentially the same. That’s troubling to me because, as thinkers like Martin Buber and Emmanuel Levinas remind us, the biblical ethic is about being addressed by one who is Other, the stranger who is so radically alien to me that she cannot simply be assimilated into my worldview.

I try, as many Friends do, to respect and even celebrate differences among people, but I can see only such difference as my worldview permits me to perceive. If I assume that we’re all essentially the same, then the differences I see are accidental, superficial; there can be no radically Other to call me to authentic relationship. But if I check my reflexive use of the Other as a screen on which to project sameness, to project me, then I can encounter her, in unknowing, as the unfathomable, unassimilable mystery that she is. Then her unique being — her fragility, her hope, her suffering, her need — addresses me directly, awakening compassion in me. That is, she answers that of God in me as she opens a way for me to answer that of God in her, and together we enter into the unitive mystery of love-in-relationship, which, as theology teaches, is the mystery of the inner life and creative power of God — precisely what Paul was talking about in that passage which George Fox quoted from Romans.

It seems clear to me, then, that different definitions of “that of God in every one” hold potential for very different types of consequences, even if I may not see those consequences while I am enclosed within the walls of a belief system. This difference that I’ve spoken about this morning feels to me like the difference between, say, living in an Aesop’s fable, in which flat characters and interactions are choreographed in service of an abstract principle, versus living in a novel, in which complex characters interact and develop in relationships that unfold in time in a revelatory way. That latter is what I want for me, and, if I may be so bold, for our Quaker community.

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Note: The message, which is a development of the thinking in my “Outside of the Text” post (12/30/11), was also inspired by discussions of ethics in Yuki Miyamoto’s “The Ethics of Commemoration: Religion and Politics in Nanjing, Hiroshima, and Yasukuni” (Journal of the American Academy of Religion, 80.1) and Edith Wyschogrod’s Saints and Postmodernism: Revisioning Moral Philosophy. (That’s not to say that it accurately reflects the thinking of those authors.)

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February 17, 2012

The Religion of the Broken-Hearted

The following is developed from vocal ministry offered at Homewood Meeting on 2/12/2012.

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There’s an old cartoon that, as I recall, depicts a smooth, wide, level path on which smiling people, some holding hands, walk toward an idyllic scene. A sign next to the path identifies it as “The Road to Heaven.” That’s on one side of the cartoon panel: on the other side, a man struggles to scale a steep, bare mountainside. He reaches for handholds, clings to roots.1 He looks tired but determined. We get the idea that, though his feet may often slip, he will continue despite the cost. There’s a sign on that mountainside, too: it says “The Quaker Road to Heaven.”

Why should the Quaker way be so difficult? And, given that our path evidently goes in a different direction from the other, what and where is the Quaker heaven?

A religion of the New Covenant, Quakerism is a religion of the heart — the broken heart. We enter the New Covenant when our heart is changed. One biblical passage that is read as a prophecy of that event is Ezekiel 11:19:

I will give them one heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh.

That may sound like a promise of a spiritual heart transplant, but I’ve always conceived it in a somewhat different image, one informed by the knowledge that “that which can be known of God,” namely love’s “power and divine nature,” is in our heart.2 It seems to me that, in a natural reaction to our harsh world, we wrap our in heart a hard, stony covering. But that protective carapace must be broken apart if the living heart is to be revealed and flourish. Our spiritual life begins when we allow our heart to be broken by the suffering, the plight, of the world.

That’s beautifully reflected in one of my favorite scripture passages, one that I’ve quoted here before, from Odes of Solomon 11:

My heart was cloven and its flower appeared,
and grace sprang up in it, and fruit from the Lord,
for the highest one split me with his holy spirit,
exposed my love for him, and filled me with his love.

His breaking of my heart was my salvation,
and I followed the way of his peace, the way of truth….3

When our heart is opened by God-who-is-love, we are exposed to our own pain and to that of others, and we naturally want to close it again, to reseal the shell as quickly as possible. But if, as the early Quaker Isaac Penington suggested, we allow the wound to remain open while we wait in faith, we find that a flower of life, beauty, and hope for the future springs up in us. And as love conquers fear, the flower is multiplied: from the tiny seed, from “that of God” which had been dormant in the darkness of the armored heart, grows a field of flowers, a blossoming on the longing earth of the “Kingdom” of justice, mercy, and peace. With the odist we then can say

I became like the land which blossoms and rejoices in its fruits:
And the Lord was like the sun shining on the face of the land;
He lightened my eyes, and my face received the dew,
And my soul was refreshed by his fragrance;

To be thus is to abide in the blessedness of Paradise,4 despite the continuing pain and sorrow of life in this world.

And he carried me to his Paradise,
Where I knew joy and worshiped his glory.

Blessed are they who are planted in Paradise,
Who grow in the growth of your trees
And have changed from darkness to light.5

As we are “changed from darkness to light” and yet remain, so pain and sorrow, too, remain but are transfigured. We do not transcend them,6 do not leave them behind, but we no longer attempt to deny or repress them. We allow ourselves to see them in a new light, as opening us into deep humanity, into the life of the God known only in our participation in the kenosis, the self-emptying, which is the divine nature.

And so we begin the ascent by allowing the reality of life and love to break our heart. We begin in faith and hope, trusting that, however others may travel, this difficult climb is the way to the Kingdom of God. This is the way that is marked for us, the path that leads us into the Paradise of innocence in this life so that, our open heart manifesting love’s power and nature, we shine divine light into the darkness of our infinitely suffering world.

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NOTES

[1] I am reminded of, or am conflating the cartoon with, the Zen story of a man clinging to a vine on a cliff wall: see “Of Smiles, Secrets, Strawberries, Sunyata.” I saw the cartoon long ago and am unable to separate memory and imagination at this point.

[2] See Romans 1:19-20. The Geneva Bible’s note on verse 19 tells us that the locus of that manifestation is “in [our] hearts”: online at The Reformed Reader. As always, I am using God-language on the basis of the identification of the nature of God with the universalizing love that manifests itself in justice, mercy, and peace: see 1 John 4.

[3] Verses 1-3. This rendering is mostly from the translation by Willis Barnstone in The Other Bible, p. 273, with minor modifications based on the translation by J. Rendel Harris in The Lost Books of the Bible and the Forgotten Books of Eden, pp. 125-126.

[4] George Fox also spoke of being taken up into Paradise. This passage, remarkably similar in part to the Ode, is from his Journal:

“Now was I come up in spirit, through the flaming sword, into the paradise of God. All things were new, and all the creation gave another smell unto me than before, beyond what words can utter. I knew nothing but pureness, innocency, and righteousness, being renewed up into the image of God by Christ Jesus; so that I was come up to the state of Adam, which he was in before he fell. … But I was immediately taken up in spirit, to see into another or more steadfast state than Adam’s in innocency, even into a state in Christ Jesus, that should never fall.”

[5] This and the previous block are verses 11-16 in, again, a combination of translations.

[6] Thanks to Maggie Ross for reminding me of the importance of the difference between “transcend” and “transfigure”; see her Voice in the Wilderness blog.

January 20, 2012

Questioning Quakerism as Mysticism

[Revisions: 2/5/2012 and 2/27/2012]

Thanks to thoughtful questions from a Friend during a presentation on this topic, I have changed the title and revised the first part of these notes in hopes of clarifying the context in which I was working when writing them — namely, the doctrine, which we received over half a century ago from Howard Brinton, that Quakerism has been from the first a religion of Neoplatonic-type mysticism. The notes were written as part of my preparation for presentations at Homewood and Little Falls Friends Meetings under the title “Mysticism, Experience, and Quakerism.” This post begins with an examination of the content and the meaning, for him and for us, of George Fox’s famous “There is one, even Christ Jesus” experience.

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“There is one”: Mystical Experience?

Before leaving the meetinghouse on Sunday, I visited the library and borrowed a Pendle Hill pamphlet, Confident Quakerism, by Ben Pink Dandelion. The pamphlet contains a section called “Six Stages of Early Quaker Experience,” and, given my current preoccupations, I wanted to see what Dandelion had to say about that. I discovered that he appears to accept the widespread belief that Quakerism finds its origin and center in a mystical experience reported by George Fox in his journal. I don’t mean to single out Dandelion’s pamphlet, which impresses with its open, confessional presentation, for criticism; its succinct presentation of the standard liberal reading of Fox, however, offers a springboard for re-examining the validity of that reading and its consequences for the spiritual lives of Friends today.

Following is the relevant section of Fox’s narrative. Interestingly, in the pamphlet Dandelion replaced the penultimate sentence, as well as the concluding clause of the preceding sentence, with an ellipsis; I have restored the omitted text, putting it in italics, below.

And when all my hopes in them [i.e., priests, preachers, and “those called the most experienced people”] and in all men were gone, so that I had nothing outwardly to help me, nor could tell what to do; then, Oh! then I heard a voice which said, “There is one, even [i.e., namely] Christ Jesus, that can speak to thy condition.” And when I heard it, my heart did leap for joy. Then the Lord let me see why there was none upon the earth that could speak to my condition, namely, that I might give him all the glory. For all are concluded under sin, and shut up in unbelief as I had been, that Jesus Christ might have pre-eminence, who enlightens, and gives grace, and faith, and power. Thus when God doth work, who shall let [i.e., hinder] it? And this I knew experimentally.1

Dandelion interprets that as “God breaks into Fox’s [everyday] life, in God’s own time.” “This,” he writes, “is a critical [i.e., essential?] experience of direct unmediated encounter with the Divine,”2 and indeed that is how many of us have learned to read it — particularly in context of the Neoplatonic presentation of early Quaker experience in Howard Brinton’s ever-popular Friends for 300 Years. Dandelion’s phrase is very close to being a quotation of Brinton’s definition of mystical experience as “inward, immediate experience of the divine” on page xii of that book.3

But is Fox’s narrative a report of such an experience — is it a report, in other words, not simply of receiving an insight from God, but, as Brinton described Quaker experience, of “apprehending the inner Unity which exists beyond time and space, One as contrasted with the multiplicity recognized by the senses”?4 That is, is it a report of a monistic “mystical experience” as those have been popularly conceived at least since William James? Considering Fox’s words critically and contextually, I think not. Further, I argue that (whether or not we choose to categorize Fox’s report as relating some kind of mystical experience in the form of an audition) the textual evidence indicates that Fox experienced an opening into insight — insight mediated, as it were, through language, particularly scripture.

As we have seen in the George Fox Series here, Fox had earlier fallen into a depression triggered by the manifest failure of Christianity to produce just, godly human beings — and to assure him of finding the strength to resist whatever temptations assailed him. After a period of isolation, he had begun to seek answers to that “condition” from various sorts of Christian teachers. All had failed him. But he knew that he had an alternative. In the same long paragraph of his journal (as edited by Ellwood), Fox tells us that

I found two thirsts in me; the one after the creatures, to have got help and strength there; and the other after the Lord the creator, and his son Jesus Christ; and I saw [that] all the world [i.e., the creatures] could do me no good.5

When he acknowledged that his outward search had been futile, Fox realized that he would find power and wisdom only within, for Christ the power and wisdom of God6 dwells in his saints, and his saints are those who, as John 1:12 indicates, accept the Light that already shines inwardly by putting their faith in it alone. Fox had been tricked by the church into not realizing where his spiritual power — the power by which he was righteous — lay.

With that, another insight emerged: normative Christianity’s deceit and moral failure must be part of God’s plan. There must be a reason behind it all, a reason reflected in the inability of the “professors” to offer anything true and useful. That reason, Fox saw, was that truth cannot come from sinful beings: truth is not a teaching or doctrine but Christ himself, “the way, the truth, and the life.”7 Like Fox’s other “openings,” these seminal insights were interpretations and applications of scripture.

Fox reports the first insight’s emergence dramatically, writing that he heard a voice deliver it to him. (The hearing of a voice may not be the kind of experience that liberal Quakers hope to enjoy — or to base their spiritual lives upon. And yet we present it as just that.) Fox does not identify the source of the voice; it could even have been that of another human being, but it was likely the voice of his own mind, delivering a revelation that he felt was from God. In any case, he believed that the audition and the associated revelations were providential and correct. He “knew experimentally” that it was all true, for the insights, derived from the mutual illumination of life experience and scripture, had been proven through testing.8 George Fox had learned from hard experience that only the inward Light of Christ could lead and empower him.

He had sought spiritual power and wisdom from the representatives of Christianity, but they’d had none to give (although they believed and claimed that they had). Scripture says that Christ himself is the power and wisdom of God; clearly, those “professors” did not have Christ. They were false prophets, wolves in sheep’s clothing. Scripture also says that Christ dwells in saints but not in the reprobate: one of Fox’s favorite passages for argumentation was 2 Cor. 13:5: “Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?” Although he had been “shut up in unbelief” when looking outward for the power of Christ, Fox was not reprobate: in fact, he reported early in his journal that he was not a sinner, and his reports about his later struggles imply that he did not succumb to temptation even then. Christ the power and wisdom of God dwelt in George Fox, but Fox had been looking in the wrong direction and so had not consciously known what he had been relying upon. That misguided seeking had now come to an end. Accepting the Light, Fox put his faith solely “into his name,” thus receiving “the power to be becoming the offspring of God.”9

What we see here, then, is not that “God breaks into Fox’s life, in God’s own time”: God is never absent from Fox’s life. What has broken in is insight, a mental product of the interplay between scripture and life. That, again, is typical of what Fox called his “openings.” Rather than a “direct unmediated encounter with the Divine,” Fox’s experience involves a change in thinking that is mediated through scripture. What he has experienced is not God himself but a redirection to the locus of God’s activity, turning him away from the impotence of religion’s outward God to the power and wisdom, the Christ, in his heart.

The Mystery of Iniquity Revealed

As we saw above, Fox’s insight has also shown him why Christianity denies that locus. He now understands that God permitted Christianity to fall into apostasy almost from the beginning, and that he did so in order that he may be glorified through Christ’s coming in the flesh of his saints, who would call themselves Friends, in the seventeenth century. This, too, Fox knows experimentally. His rhetorical question (omitted by Dandelion), “Thus when God doth work, who shall let it?” recalls, as noted in a previous post, 2 Thessalonians 2:1-10, the only place in the KJV’s Christian scriptures where “let” is used in the sense of “hinder” or “prevent.”

Now we beseech you … that ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled … as that the day of Christ is at hand. Let no man deceive you by any means: for [that day shall not come], except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God. Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told you these things? And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time. For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way. And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming: even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders, and with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved. [Emphasis added.]

Fox believes that he has had insight into “the mystery of iniquity” (an important phrase in primitive Quakerism’s theology and agonistics): God has permitted apostate Christianity to flourish for many centuries through its evil means of imitation (“signs and lying wonders”) and oppression, but the time has come, as foretold in the scriptures, for that to end. Now, through the appearance of Christ in George Fox and the saints, the antichrist Christianity is to be unmasked and overthrown — “destroy[ed] with the brightness of his coming.”

Christianity is a demonic impostor, Christ the power of God lives in the saints, and there’s a providential reason why the former has eclipsed the latter for 1,600 years: that is the content of the revelation, mediated if not created by scripture and life experience, recounted by Fox in the “There is one” passage. The experience marks the death of Fox’s hopes in an outward Christ and religious system, the birth of his apocalyptic convictions (further discussion of which is beyond the scope of this post), and the beginning of his relying solely on the life, power, and wisdom of God in his heart. It does not mark the birth of a religion based on waiting for special experiences of God: to the contrary, it is a moment in the birth of a religion in which everyone has immediate access to God in all times and places, for Christ the power and wisdom of God is present, if only as a tiny seed, in everyone — “unless ye be reprobates.”

What Then Are We Waiting Upon?

Again, what George Fox reports in the journal passage is not an unmediated mystical experience but an insight into the nature of religion and the locus of spiritual power. That insight changed his orientation, focusing him on the salvific power and wisdom of God as reliably felt within10 — on “that which is known of God shining within.”11 Understood in this way, the passage can indeed be “foundational and central to Quakers worldwide today” (Dandelion). For what the passage teaches us is to reorient ourselves here and now, without waiting for a special divine “inbreaking,” to the godly power and wisdom already active within us.

“We cannot summon God up,” writes Dandelion, “but we can remain open and mindful so as not to miss those particular moments of intimate encounter.” But there is no need for us to summon God or even to wish that we could, nor to defer our spiritual life while waiting for what we perceive as discrete encounters with God, “for in him we live, and move, and have our being.”12 For us, as for George Fox, God is never absent: “That which is known of God is shining within them, for God manifests to them” (see note 9). “Is shining” — right now, wherever we are. Encountering God is not a matter of waiting and looking but of beholding.13

When we do wait, as in worship, we wait not for the presence of God, which is already a reality, nor for a theophany or “mystical experience,” as if such a thing were necessary for our justification (that is, our living justly): we wait confidently (i.e., trustingly) upon the guiding and shaping work of the Light of love — that which is known of God-who-is-love14 — which already shines in our hearts. “In the measure of the life of God [within you],” advises George Fox, “wait for wisdom from God, from whom it comes.”15 Waiting upon that in which we wait, we will not know disappointment, and our waiting is one with our living in the spirit in the present. In an exhortation to Friends, Fox wrote:

In that which convinced you [i.e., “convicted,” revealed the unacknowledged evil in, you], wait; that you may have that removed [which] you are convinced of. And, all my dear friends, dwell in the life, and love, and power, and wisdom of God, in unity one with another, and with God; and the peace and wisdom of God fill all your hearts, that nothing may rule in you but the life which stands in the Lord God.16

In one of my favorite passages from his writings, Fox described such waiting almost poetically in a letter to “the lady Claypool (so called)”:

Be still and cool in thy own mind and spirit from thy own thoughts, and then thou wilt feel the principle of God to turn thy mind to the Lord, from whom life comes; whereby thou mayest receive his strength and power to allay all blusterings, storms, and tempests. […] Therefore be still awhile from thy own thoughts, searching, seeking, desires, and imaginations, and be stayed in the principle of God in thee, that it may raise thy mind up to God, and stay it upon God, and thou wilt find strength from him, and find him to be a God at hand, a present help in the time of trouble and of need. And thou being come to the principle of God, which hath been transgressed [by thee], it will keep thee humble; and [to] the humble God will teach his way, which is peace, and such he doth exalt. [...] Now as the principle of God in thee hath been transgressed, come to it …. Then thou wilt feel the power of God, which will bring nature into its course, and give thee to see the glory of the first body. There the wisdom of God will be received (which is Christ, by which all things were made and created) and thou be thereby preserved and ordered to God’s glory. There thou wilt come to receive and feel the physician of value, who clothes people in their right mind, whereby they may serve God and do his will.16

If, as Fox advises, we still our seeking, turn to the life of love within us, and wait faithfully in, and only in, our present “measure” of that life, we find the wisdom and power we need to live justly. Here is no waiting and hoping for mystical experience, but simply a trusting response to the love that is already at work within our hearts. “Thus when God doth work, who shall let it?”

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NOTES

[1]. George Fox, The Collected Works of George Fox, Vol. 1, p. 74 (1831/1990 edition), with punctuation slightly modified to accord with the version quoted by Pink Dandelion.

[2]. Ben Pink Dandelion, Confident Quakerism (Pendle Hill Pamphlet # 410). All quotations are from pages 10 and 11.

[3]. Howard H. Brinton, Friends for 300 Years (1952). Brinton, who defines Quakerism as “group mysticism” in the book, defines mysticism itself as “a religion based on the spiritual search for an inward, immediate experience of the divine” [page xii; emphasis added]. He later explains what he believes was the mysticism of the primitive Quakers in markedly Neoplatonic terms, apparently reading the Friends’ references to “substance” and “figure” or “shadow” as Platonic rather than biblical.

[4]. Brinton, op. cit., p. 21.

[5]. Fox, Works, Vol. 1, p. 75.

[6]. 1 Cor. 1:24. The entire passage from 19 – 31 is instructive and could well have been in Fox’s mind at the time:

For it is written, I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and will bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent. Where is the wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the disputer of this world? Hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world? For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe. For the Jews require a sign, and the Greeks seek after wisdom: but we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness; but unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: but God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; and base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: that no flesh should glory in his presence. But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption: that, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him glory in the Lord.

[7]. See John 14:6. Robert Barclay, whose theology differs somewhat from that of the young Fox, had this to say in his Apology for the True Christian Divinity (Quaker Heritage Press edition, 2002, p. 144):

Though the outward declaration of the Gospel be taken sometimes for the Gospel, yet it is but figuratively and by a metonymy. For, to speak properly, the Gospel is this inward power and life which preacheth glad tidings in the hearts of all men, offering salvation unto them, and seeking to redeem them from their iniquities, and therefore it is said to be preached in every creature under heaven: whereas there are many thousands of men and women to whom the outward Gospel was never preached.

[8]. Although we are sometimes told that Fox’s “experimentally” is simply equivalent to our modern “experientially,” I don’t think that’s quite accurate. Both “experiment” and “experience” date back to the mid-14th century, and both come from Latin words which, while different, mean the same thing: a trial or test. It seems to me that Fox’s use of the word carries that connotation — which is not to say that it does not also include the common sense of “experience.” In any case, contemporary concepts of “experiential mysticism” carry connotations that I don’t think we can simply read back into Fox’s thought. Unfortunately, while Ellwood and Penn use the word in their introductions to Fox’s Journal, this is the Fox’s only direct use of it in his collected works. (He once quotes an opponent’s use of it in The Great Mystery.)

[9]. John 1:12, my translation.

[10]. In an epistle called “To Friends in the Ministry” (Works, Vol. 1, page 195), Fox wrote, “You, that know and feel the power, you feel the Cross of Christ, you feel the Gospel, which is the power of God unto salvation to everyone that believeth.”

[11]. Romans 1:19, my translation. The verse is the source of the well-known Quaker phrase “that of God in every one.”

[12]. Acts 17:28a.

[13]. “Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you” (Luke 17:21). On “beholding” as inward seeing, see the “Exploring Silence” series by Maggie Ross at
http://ravenwilderness.blogspot.com/.

[14]. 1 John 4:16b

[15]. Fox, Works, Vol. 2, p. 163.

[16]. Ibid., p. 375.

[17]. Fox, Works, Vol. 1, pp. 375-376.

December 30, 2011

Outside of the Text

The following is an elucidated version of vocal ministry offered recently at Little Falls Meeting of Friends. While it uses a quotation from John Berger as a springboard, it is not intended to be a commentary on or critique of his words. It may, however, illustrate an interesting difference between the artist’s mind and one such as mine.
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While reading an online preview of John Berger’s new book, Bento’s Sketchbook, I came across the following passage, in which Berger describes a drawing session with a model.

[T]his is happening where there are no words.

Normally, we face words frontally and so can read them, speak them or think them. [But this] was happening somewhere to the side of language. Any frontal view of language was impossible there. From the side I could see how language was paper thin, and all its words were foreshortened to become a single vertical stroke — I — like a single post in a vast landscape.

Berger’s report of an experience that changed his perspective on language, illuminating its inherent limitation, changed my perspective, too, but his visual metaphor led me in a different direction.

Somewhat perversely applying Derrida’s somewhat perverse dictum that “there is nothing outside of the text,” I imagine that the text is the real story of the world. What if, I ask myself, instead of facing life’s story frontally, head-on, I normally see it from the side? What I see, then, is a story that is foreshortened, flat, a paper-thin column of vertical strokes: the letter “I” all the way up and down. If, from this perspective, the story of life is all about I, is it any wonder that it is both fascinating and unsatisfactory for me? Fascinating because, obviously, I am the whole story, yet unsatisfactory for the same reason: it is effectively one-dimensional.

But sometimes something or someone encounters me on life’s sideline and leads me by the hand from the I-nothingness outside of the text into engagement with the multidimensional, multipopulated story of life. Here, I become absorbed in a story that is deep and wide and powerful. And I find, humblingly, that when the word “I” appears it refers not to me but to another. Evidently, the story is not about me.

But it is my story nonetheless, for the “text” and I create it together, its meaning arising from our interaction. Whereas formerly I was reading into, projecting, and therefore reading only “I,” when I engage with life’s story I become co-creator of an infinitely rich narrative.

This movement to multidimensionality I owe to the power of empathy at work in me and in those who “answer that of God” in me, illuminating the distortion and poverty of my customary perspective, leading me to a better vantage point, and encouraging and supporting me as I learn to read, think, and speak — to co-create — our life’s story.

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[The quotation is from John Berger, Bento’s Sketchbook (Pantheon Books, 2011), p. 35.]

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December 1, 2011

“Answering That of God” as Revolutionary Praxis

This post is an expansion of my notes for a presentation, the second in a series, given at Homewood Friends Meeting on November 6, 2011. Unfortunately, we did not record the session, so I am unable to include the insightful comments offered by Friends that morning. As always, those who, like me, are nontheists (or, perhaps, anatheists – see below) are invited to translate the God-talk into other terms, a process that I hope I have facilitated in the writing. (Note: this post is self-contained; however, readers may want to refer to previous posts on “Answering That of God” for more information on that topic.)

The Revolutionary Meaning of “That of God” and “the Inner Light”

We saw in the first session that the phrases “the inner Light” and “that of God” can be traced back to scripture, to passages from the first chapter, or prologue, of John’s “gospel”1 book and Paul’s letter to the Romans. We also mentioned that the marginal notes of the Geneva Bible, which George Fox and other early Friends would likely have known, unite the two images in a way that is significant for our understanding of early Quaker thought.

The phrase “that of God” comes from a passage in Paul (Romans 1:16-25) that can be read as a warning to those who practice external religion – that is (from the Quaker perspective), religion that locates the divine life and power outside of the human heart and therefore doesn’t revolutionize one’s life for the good. Those who turn from the life and power of God within them to the worship of a God conceived in the form of a creature – including, significantly, that of a human being – and who by professing their religion garner the esteem of others2 are, says Paul, without excuse. Why? Because “that which can be known of God ["namely," the next verse tells us, "his divine power (which we meet in John as the Logos) and nature (which, John’s first epistle tells us, is love)"] is shining3 within them.” Significantly, the Geneva Bible’s marginal note informs us that “within them” means “in their hearts.”

Paul’s passage has a number of connections with the prologue of John. First, the Logos, introduced in John’s text with explicit reference to the creation story of Genesis, is God’s creative power which brings the order of love to the chaos or disorder of both the external and internal universes, thereby creating a cosmos, a well-ordered whole. The reordering of the external world is, in the teaching of Jesus, begun but also still to come: “the time is coming and now is” (John 4:23). The re-ordering of the inner world of the self is known in the Christian and Quaker tradition as spiritual rebirth, and that, too, involves maturation to fullness, as in Ephesians 4:13: “Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ….” The hidden impulse toward godly order both outwardly and inwardly is the continuing work of the Logos.

Second, the Logos is shining within us (“in their hearts”). According to John, the divine Logos is “the Light that enlightens every one who comes into the world,” the Light which “shines in the darkness, and the darkness comprehended it not.” Here, the Geneva Bible’s notes make an explicit connection between John and Paul, even quoting Paul’s phrase, “they are without excuse.” Because the Logos, the power of God, shines or is manifest within us, there is no legitimate reason for us to look elsewhere for a source of spiritual life; indeed, there is no other source. Everything else is a dead imitation, what philosopher Alain Badiou might call a simulacrum,4 what the first Friends called apostate Christianity and even Antichrist, the wolf in sheep’s clothing.

“Logos” names that power which, when “accepted” or “received” (as John put it), begins to re-create us in the image of God – that image being Christ, “the eikon of the invisible God” (Col. 1:15). That re-creation entails what Fox called our passing through the flaming sword, our being taken up here and now into the Paradise of innocence, into that life and power which is Christ. Passing through the turning, the revolution, of that sword, which cuts off the delusion of the self-absorption and self-reliance of which our simulacrum of religion is a symptom, we return to the prelapsarian state of living as the image of God, as the human form of “his divine power and nature.”

We see, then, that “that of God” is not a static thing, not something like a “part of God” or even a “supreme identity” (à la Alan Watts) in human beings, nor is it something that we can idealize or worship as an object. The phrase “that of God” refers, rather, to the Logos, the creative inner power that orders our lives and our world according to that love which is the nature of God. It begins our reordering by enlightening and guiding us: “that which can be known of God is shining within [us],” showing us our darkness (which we probably thought was light, our spiritual eye being accustomed to darkness) and how to walk out of it. In doing so, it changes who we are. That’s the revolution – or the beginning of the revolution – that begins our journey in Quaker spirituality.

This Revolution Begins at Home

Quakerism has had a number of phases, but even in its “quietist” periods it has been possessed of at least some revolutionary energy, resisting injustice and violence. Not unexpectedly, we find that the first generation was the most revolutionary. They had an apocalyptic sensibility that feels appropriate in these times. The theologically more conservative William Penn, looking back on their amazing accomplishments, noted that, “They were changed men themselves before they went about to change others. Their hearts were rent as well as their garments changed, and they knew the power and work of God upon them.” (Penn made a little pun there about changing clothes instead of tearing them: Quakers dressed plainly as a result of having experienced the rending of their hearts.) Penn was referring to a passage from the book of the prophet Joel:

Joel 2: (11b) …for the day of the LORD [is] great and very terrible; and who can abide it?  (12)  Therefore also now, saith the LORD, turn ye even to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning:  (13)  And rend your heart, and not your garments, and turn unto the LORD your God: for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repenteth him of the evil.

First, they were changed; their hearts were opened, rent. Before anything else, they first answered – i.e., responded sincerely to – “that of God” in themselves. As we’ve seen, “that of God” refers to the same dynamic reality, the Logos, which is named by the phrase “the inner Light.” When we discern and accept the working of the Logos-Light in us, we receive, as John says (in a more literal translation), “the power to be becoming children of God.” Note that this teaching, which has echoes of the idea of maturation in Ephesians 4:13, may contradict the belief that all people already are the children of God: to be the child, the offspring, of a parent is to share the nature of that parent, and therefore the children of God are those who, by accepting and being transformed by the Light, have become, as Peter put it, “partakers of the divine nature” (2 Peter 1:4). Here we can see that the change the Friends experienced was more radical – much deeper and more essential – than a change in values or beliefs: as we’ll see later, the internal change – revolution – at which Quakerism aims makes such things unnecessary.

From the first Friends’ perspective, there is nothing more crucial to the spiritual life than discerning and responding to the Light, to “that of God,” which is the living power, already available in us in some measure, of what the later Quaker John Woolman called “universal [i.e., nondiscriminating] love.” This event of encountering and responding to the power of love in the heart is the very beginning of the Quaker life, which is therefore a life that begins in revolution, in radical change. It is only when that encounter has begun to turn around, to turn upside-down, our normal way of experiencing and being in the world that we enter into the life of the spirit.

To accept the Light is initially to be “low and humble before” it, as Sally Bruyneel, author of a recent book on the theology of Margaret Fell,5 puts it. Ultimately, the Friends tell us, that results in one’s becoming centered in the Light as one’s self, such that, as George Fox liked to say, “Christ is not distinct from his saints.”6 Or as Paul put it, allowing for a distinction that is not a distinction, “I am crucified with Christ, yet nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life that I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of [emphasis added] the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.”7 (Interestingly, George Fox did not fail to point out such use of the word “of”: if Christ and the saints are not distinct, then the faith by which the saints live is Christ’s faith, which perhaps is best understood as fidelity to God-who-is-love “even unto death on the cross” [Phil. 2:8].)

This transformation is obviously very different from holding a belief or ideal: to hold an ideal and then work to conform our actions to it is to remain essentially unchanged while living under the law, even if it be a new, improved law. Under law, we may lie to ourselves about how well we’re measuring up, become disheartened by our inability to obey completely, or settle for “doing as well as we can” – a kind of attempted bargaining with God which our Quaker ancestors would call “preaching up sin.” The Quaker tradition, along with the Christian scriptures on which it was based, offers us a way out of the hypocrisy and inevitable failure of life under law: a life of the freedom of the Spirit.

Such a life is one in which the moral impotence that struggled under law is turned – revolved, converted – into a life of spiritual power that has no need of law. In the new covenant, the law of love is “written” in our hearts (see Jer. 31:33), which means that the structure and nature of the heart is now godly; all of one’s actions partake of that divine nature. The experience of the first Friends (and I think we see here why we do them a dishonor to imagine that their appeal to experience guarantees the validity of our own subjective feelings and beliefs) was that they could and did live in and by the actual “life and power” of the God who is love.

Why We Need This Revolution

In the classic Quaker experience, the power to which we give such names as “that of God,” Logos, and inner Light is initially a hidden and oppressed power. As writers such as Nayler and Penington warned, this Light at first seems so small, weak, oppressed, despicable, and different from what we expect that, failing to recognize it for what it is, we disregard and even disdain it. We write it off; we marginalize it. And then we turn to something else, perhaps to the following of the gospel or the imitation of Christ; that is, we try to content ourselves with a simulacrum, an imitation. But that’s the betrayal, the apostasy, for which Paul says there is no excuse. And original Quakerism agrees with Paul completely on that.

The Logos is hidden and oppressed (“trampled” like the seed, which Jesus says is the “Word,” or Logos, planted in the heart – see Mark 4) because it is not what we’re looking for; in fact, it may be what we’re not looking for. It is a light which would show us things about ourselves and our world that perhaps we’d rather not see, and which would show us a path, the path of righteousness or justice, on which we’d really rather not walk. Therefore, neither accepted social discourse nor our “personal truth” recognizes it. As the myth of the Fall tells us, we have gone from innocence into a knowledge which, being self-centered, is harmfully incomplete and therefore ungodly.

To borrow, perhaps inappropriately, a saying from Jacques Derrida: “The temptation of knowing, the temptation of knowledge, is to believe not only that one knows what one knows (that wouldn’t be too serious), but also that one knows what knowledge is, that is, free, structurally, of belief or of faith….”8 When I encountered that statement, although Derrida had already said that he was not talking about “some original sin,” I was reminded that our knowledge rests on a world-view: in the traditional terms, it is the knowledge proper to the fallen state, the self-reliant, and “subsequently” also culture-reliant, knowledge for which Adam & Eve traded the Paradise of innocence and peace. It is knowledge that rests on what it does not acknowledge; shaped by an ungodly human logos, it is an incomplete kosmos, one that coheres by excluding what does not fit. Although it believes itself to be universal, our knowledge is established on ignorance (ignore-ance). But what is ignored, what is marginalized, remains true and integral to the reality of which our knowledge is a partial and distorted reflection. We repress that aspect of reality because we know subconsciously that its revelation will be revolutionary.

In other words, without even realizing it consciously, we resist the work of the Logos in every moment. Our belief that we know what’s good and true is naïve because we don’t and normally can’t take into account not only the limitations of knowledge but also the unconscious biases that foster the coherence of our worldview. (As we may learn from the story of the Fall, normal maturity can be seen as entailing loss. For example, a very young child can recognize sounds from a variety of languages, but that ability is diminished or lost by six months of age as she gains experience in her own language.9) Acting on the seemingly solid basis of our constricted (and constructed) knowledge, we make decisions which contribute to disorder in both the external and the internal worlds. Yet generally we are convinced that our disorder is order, even the divine order of love’s Logos.

That’s why, for example, the Quaker tradition teaches that a crucial criterion for whether a leading is genuine – from God rather than the fallen self, as the tradition would say – is that it is uncomfortable for us: the more we feel right about a leading, the less likely that leading is to be right for us. And conversely, the more resistance we feel to a leading, the more likely that leading is to be a motion of that love which is “that of God in [us].” Living in knowledge that is disordered, ungodly, divorced from the divine Logos, we can’t trust our own thoughts and feelings. And yet we cling to them, even exalt them.

We need a change in perspective – most likely, we need someone to answer what Quaker James Nayler called the crying of that of God in us – in order to see that what we thought was light is darkness, and that turning from that darkness to the divine Light, although contrary to the wisdom of “the world” and to our own deep fears, is a good thing, is the passage past the revolving sword into authentic spiritual life. It is the way in which, to borrow more terms from Alain Badiou, we move from being “individuals,” which for many of us means privileged but nonetheless interchangeable consumer-cogs in the machinery of an unjust world, to “subjects,” free human beings who have been grasped and radically changed by encounter with the power of universal love, in fidelity to which we now live.

Our Quaker tradition can help bring about that change: in answering that of God in us, it can open our eyes to the marginalized reality of the Christ-power in our hearts. That power, as we attend to it, begins to rend, to tear open, the closed world in which we have been living. Badiou says that, “A truth is always that which makes a hole in knowledge.”10 What Badiou calls “a truth” is the irruption of an element of reality which has been repressed in order to make the system work smoothly for those who hold power in that system. It is the appearance of the nothingness, the “void,” which was implicit but not counted in the situation.

1 Cor. 1:(27)  But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;  (28)  And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:  (29) That no flesh should glory in his presence.  (30)  But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption:  (31) That, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him glory in the Lord. [Emphasis added.]

“Things which are not”: including those who, like Lazarus starving outside the gate of the rich man (Luke 16:19-31), have been marginalized, made invisible, of no account – those who have been sacrificed to our worldview.

The little, unimportant people, the poor and the wretched, are the victims of the wicked, who feel that they are the darlings of their gods. The victims are the losers in our success-oriented society. The winners look down on them because, as opinion goes, ‘they haven’t made it.’ In every society, ancient, modern, or postmodern, we find these victims on the underside of the history of the powerful. But we have to seek them out; for people sitting in darkness cannot be seen. — Jürgen Moltmann11

Revolution and Rebirth

Religious philosopher Richard Kearney, who coined the interesting word “anatheism” (by which he refers to religion “after God” or after theism), contrasts what he calls our “causal generation from the past,” which is to be born into a present that is continuous with our human history of injustice, to our “procreation from [God’s] future,” from the kingdom (which Jesus proclaimed and lived) of justice, mercy, and peace.12 I think that the distinction points to the difference between living in the world of “what’s possible” according to human wisdom and living in the seemingly impossible world of divine love – impossible because our normal bias (which, we should be clear, may be a function of natural concern for self-preservation) marginalizes it as a potential lived reality.

Kearney notes the close etymological connection between “power” and “possibility”: they have the same root in Greek. He points to Luke’s story of the annunciation, in which the angel says to Mary, “The power (dunamis) of the Highest shall overshadow you … for with God, nothing shall be impossible (adunatesei)” (Luke 1:35-37). To be impossible is, etymologically, to have no power, but Paul taught that God’s power is made perfect in weakness (2 Cor. 12:9) and that Christ emptied himself and became obedient even unto death (Phil. 2:8). To be born from the womb of God’s future is to embody the possibility of that future, as Jesus did, here and now – to make present what the world insists cannot be. That’s quite revolutionary. To bear witness to that presence by one’s life and words is to witness to that which is ignored and trampled by worldly knowledge. It is to be an often-unwelcome stranger in the world, one whose empathetic knowledge is deep, inclusive, prophetic, and threatening. But it is also to be one who, in responding to the call of divine love in her own heart, is able to answer that of God in others as well.

Discerning and responding to the cries of that Logos-Light which had been marginalized in us, we discern and respond to the cries of the powerless, marginalized beings around us – beings that, even if we previously had some awareness of their existence, we hadn’t really seen until now because, as Moltmann says, we can’t see people who exist in the dark. But now we see by a Light that shines in darkness. And as Christ the Logos said, whatever we do to his brothers and sisters – and every person is at least potentially that, for the Light “enlightens everyone who comes into the world” – we do to him. When we see and accept the marginalized Light, we see and accept marginalized beings: it’s one event. And so the inward revolution spreads outward in the praxis of love, in the prolepsis, the making present, of a divine future, as we walk the way to whatever measure of peace, justice, and mercy may be possible for us – a measure that can’t, as it were, be measured in advance.

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NOTES
[1] “The gospel is the power of God,” insisted George Fox, quoting Paul in our text from Romans (1:16). Strictly speaking, the word “gospel” should not be used to refer to a text.
[2] I was referring to an alternative translation, which the group had read previously, of Romans 1:25: “those who alter the truth of God in the falsehood, and are venerated, and worship the created things above the creator, who is blessed in the ages. Amen.”
[3] See Romans 1:19-20. “Is manifest” is the usual translation, but “is shining” is a more literal rendering.
[4] “[T]o believe that an event convokes not the void of the earlier situation, but its plenitude, is Evil in the sense of simulacrum, or terror.” – Alain Badiou, Ethics, (Verso, 2001), p. 71. The meaning of Badiou’s terms should become clear as we proceed.
[5] Sally Bruyneel, Margaret Fell and the End of Time: The Theology of the Mother of Quakerism (Baylor University Press, 2010), p. 101. I take the opportunity to mention the book because it offers a concise and accessible explanation of Fell’s theology, which is consonant with what we are discussing here.
[6] See, for example, George Fox, The Great Mystery (Works, Vol. 3, 1831 ed.), p. 292: “The saints’ bodies are the temples of God, and he will dwell in them, and walk in them, and he will be their God, and they shall be his people; and this is to them that witness the new covenant, and ‘Christ in you the hope of glory;’ and he is within you except ye be reprobates. And they that eat not his flesh, and drink not his blood, have no life in them: and they that eat his flesh, have his flesh in them. And the saints are not distinct from him, for they sit with him in heavenly places, and he is in them, and they in him. And ‘Christ in you the mystery,’ ‘the hope of glory,’ and, ‘he is the head of the church,’ and so not distinct.”
[7] A more literal translation can better bring out the paradox: “I have been pierced with Christ. I am living yet not still I; Christ is living yet in me, who yet I am now living in flesh. I am living into the faith of the son of God, the one loving me and giving up himself over me.”
[8] Jacques Derrida, “Faith and Knowledge,” in Derrida & Vattimo, eds., Religion (Stanford University Press, 1998), p. 31.
[9] See, for example, Elaine Shiver, M.S.S.W., “Brain Development and Mastery of Language in the Early Childhood Years,” available at http://www.idra.org/IDRA_Newsletter/April_2001_Self_Renewing_Schools_Early_Childhood/Brain_Development_and_Mastery_of_Language_in_the_Early_Childhood_Years/ .
[10] Alain Badiou, Being and Event (Continuum, 2006), p. 327.
[11] Jürgen Moltmann, Sun of Righteousness, Arise!: God’s Future for Humanity and the Earth (Fortress Press, 2010), p. 122.
[12] See Paul Kearney, “Paul’s Notion of Dunamis: Between the Possible and the Impossible” in Caputo and Alcoff, eds., St. Paul Among the Philosophers (Indiana University Press, 2009), pp. 142-159. Phrases quoted here are found on page 142.
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October 19, 2011

The Darkness of Mother Teresa — Part 1

[This review essay was originally published in Quaker Theology, Issue #19. It is presented here, with minor revisions, in two parts.]

Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light – The Private Writings of the “Saint of Calcutta,” edited and with commentary by Brian Kolodiejchuk, M.C. 404 pp. Image Doubleday, 2007. $14.99.

The Missionary Position: Mother Teresa in Theory and Practice, by Christopher Hitchens. 98 pp. Verso, 1995. $17.95.

Time Magazine Cover 2007

“Eternity,” wrote William Blake, “is in love with the productions of time.” A Roman Catholic – especially one who was formed in the pre-conciliar Church of the early twentieth century, as was Mother Teresa – would surely agree with that, but she would not stop there. The Catholic sees time sub specie aeternitatis, from the perspective of eternity. Time is itself the production of eternity, and eternity, like the Light shining in the darkness,[1] is present within but not constrained by time. Time passes; the eternal is: “Jesus Christ, yesterday, and to day; and the same for ever.”[2] And the Catholic Christ, the eternal creative Logos, is in love, in his divine-human way, with his productions in time – with human souls.

When the Logos takes flesh in Jesus Christ, and when Christ suffers torture and death in order to at-one the human with the divine, his act occurs in time and yet is not of  time. The agony of the eternal Christ, the Lamb slain from the beginning of the world,[3] is eternal: his divine suffering is unending. Indeed, his very nature is kenotic, or self-emptying, love.[4] Because his redemptive sacrifice is eternal, it can be effectively re-presented in the Mass,[5] which makes him physically present with “the faithful,” who participate in his eternally-present kenosis when they are joined to him in self-sacrificial love.[6]

Furthermore, as a member of Christ’s “mystical body,” the Catholic is privileged, like Paul, to “fill up” by her own suffering “those things that are wanting of the sufferings of Christ … for his body, which is the church”[7] – as some who were educated by nuns, with their frequent advice to “offer up” our pains in union with the suffering of Jesus, will remember. Through the suffering that accompanies kenotic love, the Catholic Christian participates in “the ever-continued sacrificial activity of Christ in Heaven.”[8] That may be heresy to Christians whose ideas about time and eternity differ, but it is at the heart of Catholic spirituality. The Catholic is called to carry her cross daily in union with the suffering Christ, sharing in his sacrifice and participating thereby in the salvation of souls. To be set aside, consecrated, to do nothing else is the calling of the Catholic “religious,” a person who lives under vows such as poverty, chastity, obedience, and stability; a person whose life is formally and conspicuously dedicated to the service of Christ in/as the Church.

It was to that exalted calling that 18-year-old Agnes Bojaxhiu, later to be known as Mother Teresa, was responding when she left her native Albania and traveled to Ireland in order to join the Loretto Sisters.[9] In her letter of application to Loretto, Agnes expresses her “sincere desire [to] become a missionary sister, and work for Jesus who died for us all.” Other than to serve in India, she tells Mother Superior, Agnes wants nothing more than to “surrender myself completely to the good God’s disposal.” As a Catholic, she knows that such surrender is the embrace of a life of suffering in union with the eternally-wounded “Sacred Heart”[10] of Christ.

Agnes’s application to the Loretto Sisters is one of many letters in Mother Teresa, Come Be My Light, a collection mostly of her private correspondence, much of which she had requested be destroyed, with commentary by Brian Kolodiejchuk, M.C.[11] It was through the publication of Come Be My Light in 2007 that the world learned that Mother Teresa, known for her tireless work for the poor, her ready smile, and her seemingly unshakable faith, had almost continuously for about 50 years felt bereft of God and beset by doubt. Brian Kolodiejchuck wants to explain the apparent contradiction in acceptable hagiographical terms. In fact, it’s his job to do so.

Kolodiejchuck is hardly a disinterested editor and commentator: a priest of the Missionaries of Charity, the religious order founded by Mother Teresa, he is director of the Mother Teresa Center and the official postulator, or advocate, for the “cause” of her canonization as a saint in the Catholic Church. As postulator, a role no doubt made easier by John Paul II’s abolition of the ancient office of the “Devil’s advocate,” Kolodiejchuck presents Mother Teresa’s life and writings with the aim of proving her sanctity. And while the contents of her letters are challenging, given that the persistent spiritual dryness she describes can even take the form of loss of belief in God and heaven, he doesn’t fail to produce an edifying explanation.

As have others who’ve followed him, Kolodiejchuck offers the concept, made famous by the 16th-century Carmelite John of the Cross, of “the dark night of the soul,” an experience of spiritual purgation that precedes union with God, to account for Mother Teresa’s interior emptiness. However, because union with God early on was followed by the extraordinary duration of Teresa’s “night” of spiritual deprivation, he finds it necessary to stretch and ultimately redefine that concept. Following Mother Teresa herself, Kolodiejchuck will claim that Teresa’s “dark night” experience was uniquely redemptive rather than purgative: Christ was allowing her to share in his atoning suffering on the cross.

But the dark night concept, however creatively applied, is not the only possible explanation for Mother Teresa’s experience. A less hagiographical reading of her correspondence suggests other, less forced, explanatory frameworks. Perhaps the most comprehensive is this: the strong-willed Mother Teresa knew what she wanted and made sure that she got it, despite increasingly deep doubts about the truth of her faith. And what she wanted was sainthood as classically defined in the Catholic Church: the sacrifice of “everything” for Jesus and for the salvation of the souls he loves, a sacrifice recognized and applauded by God and Church.

Comments in the media about the book tend to give the impression that Mother Teresa’s spiritual difficulties began only after she had founded her new order, the Missionaries of Charity. That is understandable: there is little documentation from the time before she got the idea of the order, and Teresa herself states in a letter that her spiritual darkness began “in [19]49 or [19]50.” Certainly, too, the post-1950 difficulties are startling, afflicting as they do a religious figure who is increasingly famous worldwide as the tireless and deeply committed foundress of a religious order dedicated to serving “the poorest of the poor.” But a careful reading of Come Be My Light reveals that Teresa’s “difficulties against faith”[12] began much earlier, only temporarily stopping when, significantly, Jesus began to speak to her in September of 1946.

Teresa’s later difficulties appear to be the exacerbation of her earlier doubts. It may be that her outwardly unshakable certitude about both her “vocation” (i.e., her “calling,” her career) and conservative Catholic ideology, as well as her framing of her doubt and aridity as a saint’s “dark night,” were aspects of a kind of compensatory reaction, a transformation of unacceptable feelings into their opposites. Doubting that Jesus existed, Teresa began to hear his voice, addressing her “with utmost tenderness”[13] and asking that she perform a very specific and public service for him. But that intimacy with Jesus would be short-lived, and the doubts would return all too soon.

We don’t know exactly when the doubts began, whether they were present at the beginning of Teresa’s religious career or began after she entered Loretto. But doubting or not, Agnes Bojaxhiu was received into the Loretto Sisters community in 1928, and her request to be assigned to a mission school in Bengal was granted. She arrived in Calcutta in early January of 1929. On the way, aboard ship, she wrote a self-conscious poem, “Farewell,” some excerpts from which will give us the flavor of the sense of self and vocation to which she clung throughout her career.

… I am leaving old friends
Forsaking family and home
My heart draws me onward
To serve my Christ.

… Bravely standing on the deck
Joyful of mien,
Christ’s happy little one,
His new bride to be.

In her hand a cross of iron
On which her Savior hangs,
While her eager soul offers there
Its painful sacrifice.

O God, accept this sacrifice
As a sign of my love,
Help, please, Thy creature
To glorify Thy name!

… Fine and pure as summer dew,
Her soft warm tears begin to flow,
Sealing and sanctifying now
Her painful sacrifice.[14]

Agnes, soon to become the bride of Christ through her religious vows, has already given herself to him in spirit and shares in his redemptive work. She is, therefore, not despite but because of the twice-mentioned “painful sacrifice,” “joyful of mien, happy”; indeed, she asserts that the sacrifice is offered eagerly. Moreover, it is offered on the same cross on which Christ hangs. She is on her way to “doing the same work which Jesus was doing when he was on earth.”[15]

The paradox expressed in that “eagerly” captures the apparent mystery of Mother Teresa’s life: despite intense and almost continuous inner suffering, her interactions with others led people to believe – in context, of course, of her reputation – that she was a joyful person. But the mystery is dispelled if we recognize that the experience of simultaneous happiness and anguish of spirit was not only her lot but also her desire, a crucial part of the identity she chose for herself as a Catholic nun destined for sainthood in the mystical tradition of her namesake, the Carmelite saint Thérèse of Lisieux. As early as 1937, the year of her profession of lifelong vows, Mother Teresa wrote of a sister nun that “[Sister Gabriella] works beautifully for Jesus – the most important is that she knows how to suffer and at the same time how to laugh. That is the most important – to suffer and to laugh.” The letter concludes with this: “[E]verything is for Jesus, so … everything is beautiful, even though it is difficult.”[16] Later she would write that

Cheerfulness is a sign of a generous and mortified [a good quality for a Catholic] person who[,] forgetting all things, even herself, tries to please God in all she does for souls [note souls and not people; that is significant]. Cheerfulness is often a cloak which hides a life of sacrifice, continual union with God, fervor and generosity. A person who has this gift of cheerfulness very often reaches a great height of perfection. For God loves a cheerful giver [2 Cor. 9:7] and He takes close to His heart the religious [i.e., those who have taken vows and been formally consecrated to the service of God/Church] He loves.”[17]

Teresa not only accepts suffering but embraces it as a sharing in the divine kenosis of Christ and as a gift of reparation to him. She is happy to suffer: the world can be brought to God and his salvation through suffering, salvation is itself effected by suffering, and her own redemptive suffering reduces Christ’s – for he grieves each time a soul is lost to hell through sin. For a Catholic such as Teresa, suffering (given by God along with the “grace” of embracing it in the right spirit) is a privilege, and intense, long-term suffering is a sign of special favor from God. Teresa will be privileged to hang on the cross in perpetual agony with Christ, sharing in his work of saving souls. He is her beloved: how could she do otherwise? And her complete self-surrender to God through suffering will raise her above the run-of-the-mill Catholic into the realm of sainthood. By means of such devices as voluntary suffering and a special, secret vow of total submission to God’s will – a will revealed not only mediately through superiors (to whom she had already vowed obedience) but also directly to her by Jesus – she will induce God, she thinks, to grant her that destiny.

If serving God by saving souls through suffering was the principal conscious desire of Teresa’s life, the controlling metaphor of her life was that of spiritual marriage: through her vows as a nun, she became the bride of Christ. And through her extraordinary private vow, made five years after her ritual marriage to Jesus, she would bind Christ even more closely to her. Explaining that “I wanted to give God something very beautiful,” she “made a vow to God, binding under mortal  sin,[18] to give God anything that He may ask, ‘Not to refuse Him anything.’”[19] Presumably, the vow, which was made with the permission of her spiritual advisor, was ratified by Christ/God. In effect, it says to God, “If I don’t do anything and everything that you want me to do in this world, you must abandon my soul to everlasting torment after death.” It also requires that God be quite clear about his wishes, as if Teresa might have known, at least subliminally, that Jesus would speak to her.

To this observer, it seems evident that the new vow was Teresa’s way of ensuring that, despite her earlier but still-binding vow of obedience to her religious superiors, she would be able to do what she wanted – felt led, as Quakers might say – to do. But it is evident, too, that she took the private vow quite seriously and at face value, expecting God to reciprocate. What Teresa expected in return for that vow is summarized in a statement she made to her nuns in 1959:

To give ourselves fully to God is a means of receiving God Himself. I for God and God for me. I live for God and give up my own self, and in this way induce God to live for me. Therefore to possess God we must allow Him to possess our soul.[20]

Mother Teresa initially wanted nothing less from the transaction than the possession of God, and it appears that, for a while, she felt that she’d found a way to get and retain that. But by the time she made that statement in 1959, Teresa was learning the painful lesson that she was able neither to induce nor to possess her divine spouse. She had committed herself to giving Christ all that she could for a lifetime, but, contrary to her expectation, he did not return the gift. Like an emotionally abusive husband, he demanded her abject devotion and self-sacrificing service but then withdrew his love and companionship. I for God but God not for me. In large part, Come Be My Light is the story of Teresa’s attempt to cope with that perceived abandonment, which was evidently the return, in power, of her earlier doubts.

According to Teresa herself, speaking in letters that she wanted destroyed, Christ had been quite literally vocal, explicit, and insistent about his demand that she dedicate her life to saving souls of the poor, but after she had complied publicly and irrevocably, he spoke to her no more. Worse, he left her completely alone, withdrawing even the sense of his presence, leaving her to doubt his very existence and, therefore, the value of her life’s work. It seems that Teresa was paying the price of getting what she wanted most: even more than to enjoy Christ’s companionship, Teresa wanted to attain recognized sainthood by founding an order and by suffering for Jesus. When the “difficulties against faith” began to recur as the former goal was achieved, she was blessed with the ultimate torment for a life-long bride of Christ: divine spousal abandonment, the supreme test of love. Withstanding even that, she would prove that she could, as she said with patent if unconscious egotism, “love Him as He has never been loved before.”[21] She would love him even if he did not exist.

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NOTES FOR PART 1

[1]    John 1:5. All Bible verses quoted in this review are from the Catholic Douay-Rheims translation of the Vulgate.
[2]    Hebrews 13:8.
[3]    Revelation 13:8.
[4]    Philippians 2:6-8.
[5]    See Council of Trent, Session XXII, I – http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/10006a.htm.
[6]    See 1 John.
[7]    Colossians 1:24.
[8]    See Note 5, above.
[9]    The Loretto Sisters are formally known as the Institute of the Blessed Virgin Mary: see ibvm.org.
[10]  See http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/07163a.htm.
[11]  The letter of application is found on page 14 of the book.
[12]  Come Be My Light, p. 59.
[13]  Ibid., p. 44.
[14]  Ibid., pp. 16-17.
[15]  Ibid., p. 19.
[16]  Ibid., pp. 24-25.
[17]  Ibid., p. 33.
[18]  A “mortal” sin is one that, unforgiven, results in the soul’s condemnation to hell for eternity.
[19]  Come Be My Light, p. 28.
[20]  Ibid., p. 29.
[21]  Ibid., p. 47.
October 19, 2011

The Darkness of Mother Teresa — Part 2

[This is Part Two. For Part One, click here.]

A question arises: given that Teresa was already experiencing the loss of God long before 1959, how could she continue to teach her nuns as she did? And as that sense of loss continued and even worsened, so that Jesus was absent for her even from the Blessed Sacrament (the consecrated bread, believed to be the actual flesh and blood of Christ), how could she continue to present the public face of a hyper-committed, conservative, and holy Catholic? Initially, as we have noted, she could frame her experience as a classic dark night of the soul. Formed by Catholic spirituality, she knew that on her own she would never be able to give all, to eliminate even the residue of self in her actions; God, therefore, in his special love for her, was purging her soul of self-attachment. In that belief, she could hope for a light at the end of that dark tunnel which had been described by St. Thérèse (whose saintly suffering included a spiritual night that ended with her early death from tuberculosis).

But Teresa was eventually able to say that she had “not been seeking self for sometime [sic] now,”[1] yet the darkness did not dissipate. As the tunnel stretched across decades, she would need a different paradigm. With the assistance of a spiritual advisor, she found one: knowing that she could withstand the pain, Christ was permitting her to share the terrible but salvific experience of abandonment that he had cried out from the cross on Calvary, “My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?”[2] Her soul now pure, her suffering was no longer purgative; the pain had become, like Christ’s, fully redemptive. Every day, precisely through remaining faithful despite her sense of abandonment by God, Teresa was achieving her aim of saving souls. She was hanging on the cross with her God-forsaken Jesus. And so at every step, whatever the conceptual framing, the response of this faithful bride was to say “Yes!”

[M]y Jesus, You have done to me according to Your will [here Teresa echoes Mary, the mother of Jesus, who is in a sense the icon of the willing and long-suffering spouse of God – see, for example, Luke 1] –  and Jesus hear my prayer –  if this pleases You – if my pain and suffering – my darkness and separation gives You a drop of consolation – my own Jesus, do with me as You wish – [for] as long as you wish, without a single glance at my feelings and pain. I am Your own. – Imprint on my soul the life and sufferings of Your Heart. […] If my separation from You – brings others to You and in their love and company You find joy and pleasure – why Jesus, I am willing with all my heart to suffer … not only now – but for all eternity – if this was possible. Your happiness is all that I want. – For the rest please do not take the trouble – even if You see me faint with pain. […] I want to satiate Your Thirst with every single drop of blood that You can find in me. – Don’t allow me to do you wrong in any way – take from me the power of hurting You. […] I beg of You only one thing – please do not take the trouble to return soon. – I am ready to wait for You for all eternity. –  [signed] Your little one[3]

postulants in bridal gowns

Nuns-to-be in bridal gowns.

Here we see most clearly the essential, if not only childish but also masochistic, selfishness behind Mother Teresa’s career: she wanted to be special to Jesus, more so than his other brides, more so than the rest of the human race. Teresa wanted to be the greatest of saints. That desire would drive her to take a secret vow of total submission to God and to push, even harass, her ecclesiastical superiors – “Don’t delay, Your Grace, don’t put it off. Souls are being lost …. Do something about this before you leave, and let us take away from the Heart of Jesus His continual suffering”[4] – until they permitted her to leave Loretto and work “among the poorest of the poor” with the goal of founding her own religious order. Why the poorest of the poor? Not completely, it turns out, because she feels human compassion for them: Teresa is interested in saving souls from hell, not persons from misery and pain. What motivates Teresa is solicitude less for the poor than for her lover, Jesus, who is not happy.

Teresa’s divine husband is displeased with the poor, not with the rich whose exploitive and hoarding behaviors perpetuate and exacerbate poverty, because the poor do not turn to him for succor in their suffering, do not offer their pain to him for the redemption of the world, do not love him. After a lifetime of misery and a painful death, the souls of the poor are being consigned to everlasting punishment in hell because they either did not know God or rejected him in anger about their lives, anger Teresa traces to a false – i.e., non-Catholic – understanding of suffering. And, believing that the situation causes pain for Jesus, she wants to alleviate “His longing, His suffering on account of these little children, on account of the poor dying in sin ….”[5]

Teresa left Loretto to “serve” the poor from her desire to give something to Christ – to, as she repeated many times throughout her career, “satiate his thirst for souls.” When the eternal Christ on the cross says, “I thirst,” he means, believed Mother Teresa, that he thirsts for souls that are being lost for eternity – lost because there are no sisters to take Jesus to them, to be his light in the darkness of poverty and sin, to teach them to offer their pain to Jesus. “He spoke of His thirst – not for water – but for love, for sacrifice.”[6] Teresa dedicated herself and her order not to helping the poor out of poverty but to helping Jesus – and thereby helping their own souls – by being with the poor as models, teaching them to accept and even embrace their suffering for Jesus’ sake. And she was richly rewarded, at first by Jesus’ loving companionship, and then, when the work had been established, by the opportunity to suffer cheerfully[7] his abandonment of her. Her motivations can be seen in a 1947 transcript of the words that Jesus had spoken to her. Here is an excerpt:

The poor I want you to bring to Me – and the Sisters who would offer their lives as victims of My love – would bring … souls to Me. […] You have been always saying, “Do with me whatever You wish.” – Now I want to act – let Me do it – My little spouse – My own little one. – Do not fear – I shall be with you always. – You will suffer … but you are My own little spouse – the spouse of the Crucified Jesus – you will have to bear these torments on your heart. […] Refuse Me not. – Trust Me lovingly – trust Me blindly.[8]

The Church has taught Teresa that Jesus thirsts for souls. And, while he makes no complaints about rich oppressors, he is pained by his rejection by the poor and oppressed. Teresa’s saintly work is, therefore, to deliver the souls of the poor to him, “to fight the devil and deprive him of the thousand little souls which he is destroying every day.”[9] That is why, as Christopher Hitchens details in The Missionary Position: Mother Teresa in Theory and Practice, while patients in her facilities receive appallingly inadequate care in penurious “penitential” surroundings, Teresa travels around the world like a female John Paul II, receiving adulation, accepting and hoarding millions of dollars from well-known sociopaths and autocrats (Charles Keating, the Duvaliers) while helping to improve their images, and condemning the birth control and abortion services that could help alleviate the misery of the people she claims to serve. Teresa serves not the poor but the Catholic Church and its Christ – and her own overarching spiritual ambition.

According to the blurb from John Waters, The Missionary Position is “Hilariously mean.” In fact, it is neither: Hitchens has written a sobering and straightforward account of the dark side of Mother Teresa’s love for Jesus and souls and of her fidelity to Roman Catholic doctrine. Although he wrote his book about a dozen years before the publication of Come Be My Light, Hitchens saw clearly that Mother Teresa’s vocation was to do her utmost to advance the ideology and soul-saving mission of “the body of Christ,” the Catholic Church. If she felt compassion, and it appears from her letters that she did, this was the form her compassion, distorted by doctrine and institutional/peer pressure, took. (We Quakers, even of the liberal variety, may benefit from meditating on that phenomenon.) And that’s understandable, given that she was formed in the Catholic obsession with soul-saving from her earliest days. She would report that “From the age of 5½ years, – when I first received Him [she refers to her "First Communion," her first reception of bread transubstantiated into the body and blood of Christ] – the love for souls has been within. – It grew with the years – until I came to India – with the hope of saving many souls.”[10] When we recall that souls are saved through suffering, we can perhaps understand how a seed of love has produced thorns.

In a section called “Good Works and Heroic Virtues,” Hitchens documents a sad litany of such thorns. He begins by quoting a 1994 report by Lancet editor Dr. Robin Fox, who, visiting Teresa’s Calcutta home for the dying, was surprised to find that the nuns were making medical decisions based on minimal training and were providing “care” that could be considered cruel, especially given the large amounts of money that Mother Teresa had collected over the years but had chosen not to apply to the care of her clients. “Along with the neglect of diagnosis,” he wrote in The Lancet, “the lack of good analgesics marks Mother Teresa’s approach as clearly separate from the hospice movement. I know which I prefer.”[11]

Our eyes thus opened, we are immediately exposed to an even more disturbing account, this one by former volunteer Mary Loudon, of the same Calcutta facility. Loudon’s first impression was of a concentration camp.

[A]ll the patients had shaved heads. No chairs anywhere … no garden, no yard even.  […] They’re not being given painkillers really beyond aspirin … for the sort of pain that goes with terminal cancer …. They didn’t have enough drips. The needles [were] used over and over and over and you could see some of the nuns rinsing needles under the cold water tap.[12]

When Loudon asked a nun why they were not sterilizing the needles, she was told, “There’s no point. There’s no time.” Loudon also tells of a boy who was dying there because a “relatively simple kidney complaint” had worsened due to lack of antibiotics. The boy needed surgery, but the nuns refused to take him to hospital, lest they have to “do it for everybody,” as an angry American doctor who was trying to treat the boy told Loudon. And this, a level of “care” that is reminiscent of the inhumane treatment of the mentally ill against which the Quaker “moral treatment” approach was developed over two hundred years ago,[13] is the norm in the premier facility of a modern religious organization flush with millions of dollars and directed by a saint?

Mother Teresa herself, Hitchens notes, was treated in the finest clinics and hospitals, yet her “poorest of the poor” – and her nuns – were kept in substandard conditions and given inadequate treatment in order to be joined to the suffering Christ in pain and poverty. With characteristic incisiveness, Hitchens writes that “The point is not the honest relief of suffering but the promulgation of a cult based on death and suffering and subjection.”[14] Mother Teresa put it very plainly herself, in a 1981 Anacostia speech quoted by Hitchens: “I think it is very beautiful for the poor to accept their lot, to share it with the passion [i.e., the salvific agony] of Christ. I think the world is being much helped by the suffering of poor people.”[15]

There’s much more in The Missionary Position, some of which, addressing topics such as Teresa’s assistance in image-management for wealthy criminals and despots, we have already alluded to. In addition, Hitchens notes Teresa’s failure to return $1,250,000 of stolen money, given to her by Charles Keating, when requested to do so by an Assistant District Attorney of Los Angeles; her vocal support for right-wing regimes; her equation of abortion with war; her preaching against birth control, with the cruelly absurd claim that “there can never be enough” babies for God, who “always provides” for them;[16] the secret baptisms of dying Hindus and Muslims. But the essential point for our purposes here is that Hitchens, by focusing on the actual implementation of “the work,” exposes the truth of Mother Teresa’s career, a truth reflected in her private “dark night” as well: it’s all about gaining favor with God (if he exists!) and Church by serving up imaginary souls to her imaginary husband Jesus, who, in practice, subsists in the ideology (and in the priestly hierarchy, which operates in persona Christi) of the Roman Catholic Church.

It’s noteworthy that Jesus departed from Teresa, and no longer spoke his will to her, only after the founding of her Missionaries of Charity was assured. From one perspective, one might say that, having guided her to do what he wanted, and knowing that she would persevere despite all, Jesus had no further need of Mother Teresa and so moved on. From another, one might say that, having gotten her way by appealing to direct revelation from him, well along the road to sainthood and subliminally fearful of contradictory revelation from the same source – namely, her own subconscious mind – she could not risk having him speak to her any longer.

That is not to say that Teresa ever consciously broke faith with her heavenly husband, or that, having silenced him, she did not continue a one-way conversation. Even while doubting his existence, she spoke her doubts to him. Again from 1959, the following is an excerpt of a prayer Teresa offered to him, transcribed at the direction of her confessor:

They say people in hell suffer eternal pain because of the loss of God – they would go through all of that suffering if they had just a little hope of possessing God. – In my soul I feel just that terrible pain of loss – of God not wanting me – of God not being God – of God not really existing (Jesus, please forgive my blasphemies – I have been told to write everything). […] What do I labor for? If there be no God – there can be no soul. – If there is no soul then Jesus – You also are not true. […] I am afraid to write all of these terrible things that pass in my soul. – They must hurt You.[17]

“Of God not being God”: of her God who demands human suffering being, perhaps, no more than an internalized construct of the Church, a way of making sense of a heartless world by divinizing pain and calling it love?

The “darkness,” the sisyphean struggle between fact and fiction, continued almost without interruption for the remainder of Teresa’s life. After many years of inner sorrow and spiritual aridity, and still beset by godlessness, she could nonetheless write in 1983:

Jesus is my God.
Jesus is my Spouse.
Jesus is my Life.
Jesus is my only Love.
Jesus is All in All.
Jesus is my Everything.
Jesus, I love with my whole heart, with my whole being.
I have given Him all, even my sins, and He has espoused me to
Himself in tenderness and love.
Now and for life I am the spouse of my Crucified Jesus.[18]

In the end, the eternally suffering Jesus that had been implanted in the brain of a little girl in Albania was as real and necessary to the adult Teresa as was she herself, despite decades of almost continuous experience that he was a figment. For her, the conflict and contradiction were unresolvable; only exaggerated devotion and outward certainty carried her through. What she and others such as Kolodiejchuk frame as a mystical night of the soul was the experience of a continuous struggle to suppress irrepressible truth lest a life and a self built upon religious delusion fall apart. An almost heroic application of the Catholic myth of salvific suffering saved Teresa’s ambitions from being crushed by truth, but that salvation had a steep price: what could have been – and appeared to be – a beautiful life of compassionate service was instead just another insidious operation of superstition and oppression. The chalice may have sparkled on the outside, but a look inside told a different story.[19]

Toward the end of Come Be My Light, Kolodiejchuk adduces testimonials from others to buttress his case that Mother Teresa was a selfless mystic who underwent a dark night of the soul that was perhaps unique in both nature and duration. Hitchens sees Teresa quite differently, as a relatively simple but egotistical woman who was willingly used by powerful people to support oppressive superstition and abusive power and wealth. Both marshal facts, if selectively, to support their cases. Perhaps they are both right; perhaps a saint, at least a canonical saint, is simply a person who consistently and fully lives a religious ideology. If so, Mother Teresa is a saint, but so are religiously-inspired suicide bombers. In any case, with postulator Kolodiejchuk’s very positive framing of her darkness and doubts, and his  avoidance of such practical aspects of her career as Hitchens covers, it seems a good bet (despite Hitchens’s submission of a negative evaluation to the Vatican) that Mother Teresa will eventually be canonized, probably sooner than later. However that turns out, it is likely that the lie will live on.

In the eyes of the world, Mother Teresa was a deeply compassionate person who dedicated her life to alleviating the suffering of the very poor. The hagiographic efforts of  her disciple and advocate, Brian Kolodiejchuk, are clearly intended to support that view. (Again, that’s his job.) Quakers should know better than to accept the perspective of the world, but in case we, too, are taken in, Christopher Hitchens does us the favor of providing evidence that the light of Christ which Teresa claimed to be for the poor, a light that maintains the grotesquely unjust status quo by congratulating oppressors while urging the poor to gratefully accept injustice and suffering as blessings, is not a light which we would wish to personify or be guided by. In doing so, he may also raise important questions for us regarding our belief in our own commitment to compassion, justice, and peace: if so, the (in-)famous atheist has done us doubly good service. In any case, Hitchens has thrown open the lid of yet another whitened sepulcher. For that, we owe him our gratitude.

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NOTES FOR PART 2

[1]    Come Be My Light, p. 216.
[2]    Matthew 27:46.
[3]    Come Be My Light, pp. 193-194.
[4]    Ibid., p. 67.
[5]    Ibid., p. 66.
[6]    Ibid., p. 41.
[7]    “Cheerfully” in the sense of “with a courageous smile,” much as George Fox used it in his famous “… then you will come to walk cheerfully over the world, answering that of God in every one.”
[8]    Ibid., p. 49.
[9]    Ibid., p. 51.
[10]  Ibid., p. 15.
[11]  The Missionary Position, p. 39.
[12]  Ibid., p. 40.
[13]  See Charles L. Cherry, A Quiet Haven: Quakers, Moral Treatment, and Asylum Reform (1989, Associated University Presses, Inc.).
[14]  The Missionary Position, p. 41.
[15]  Ibid., p. 11.
[16]  Ibid., p. 30.
[17]  Come Be My Light, pp. 192-194.
[18]  Ibid., pp. 303-304.
[19]  See Matthew 23:25-26.
October 10, 2011

Tears of Fire

And when Jesus was come near, he beheld the city, and wept over it …. — Luke 19:41

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The following is a rough transcription of the vocal ministry I offered yesterday at Homewood Friends Meeting. I spoke a few minutes after another Friend had spoken about our call to “spread integrity over the world.”

I am reminded that Jesus said, “I have come to cast fire over the earth, and how I would that it were already kindled!”1

Philosopher Slavoj Žižek has said that we are living in the end times of global capitalism, and that we — at least those of us who understand the ecological destruction and gross injustice of these times — tend to go through some of the classic stages of grief, from denial to anger to attempts at bargaining and perhaps to depression and passive resignation.2 But we Quakers have another model: that of George Fox.

Fox believed that he was living in the end times of normative Christianity. (How I would that he had been right!) In his journal, he records passing through some of those same stages of grief over the condition of his world. But his grieving didn’t end in depression and resignation. When he mourned, he wept tears of fire; he was an exemplar of, in the memorable image of Anglican solitary Maggie Ross, “our willingness to use our tears to light the divine fire upon the earth.”3

Clearly, we do live in apocalyptic times, and many grieve, as I do each day, over the damage being done to the earth and its living beings by the excesses of capitalism. But we know from our Quaker tradition that such grief need not end in resigned depression — that if, like George Fox, we can overcome the temptation to withdrawal and despair, our tears can help kindle a fire of hope.

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NOTES

1. Luke 12:49.
2. Slavoj Žižek, Living in the End Times. Žižek’s conclusion to that sequence, “Acceptance: the Cause Regained,” may be more optimistic (and perhaps not congenial to the Quaker sensibility): I have not finished reading the book. The information I was recalling yesterday is from an “editorial review” at amazon.com.
3. See the post “Autumn” (pub. October 06, 2011) at Voice in the Wilderness blog.

September 26, 2011

What’s the Point?

And the evil spirit answered and said, ‘Jesus I know, and Paul I know; but who are ye?’ — Acts 19:15.

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We know that Quakerism came into being as an intrinsically confrontational reaction against conventional Christianity in its various forms. Quakers acted against that Christianity for the sake of justice, justice denied by the churches with their “preaching up sin” and their doctrinal escape hatches such as “imputed justification.”1 Christianity had long been a religion ordered to ends opposed by Jesus—and by anyone living in the spirit in which Jesus had lived, the spirit to which Quakers surrendered themselves. They recognized its condition as apostasy, defection, from its original life and truth.

Christianity, the Friends knew, had begun as the breaking into the status quo, into the world-system,2 of something wholly other, something which was not only “not of this world” but which also, being just, constituted a radical critique and condemnation of the status quo in both the society and the individual. But the new movement had soon been subverted into its opposite. It became, and remains, a device by which injustice is rationalized, even sacralized, and the dark self-centeredness of human nature is excused by a malleable God who, even if sometimes angered by our misdeeds, forgives anyone who believes in his forgiveness.

Jesus had enacted a ministry of “answering that of God in every one,” i.e., of exposing and contradicting the injustice embedded in the religion-supported society, and in the hearts of individuals, of his time and place. The first Quakers did the same in their own day, confronting and overcoming evil, first within themselves and then in their world. “Primitive Christianity revived,” Quakerism irrupted into seventeenth-century England’s irreligious Christian milieu to disrupt its operation by insisting on honesty, justice, and mercy—and on a religion in which those virtues were crucial.

From that flowering of righteousness, we contemporary Friends have received a tradition rich in stories of spiritual power effective in the world, stories told in Quaker-Christian images such as “that of God,” “the inner light,” “continuing revelation.” Today, while we continue to speak them, we tend to invest those images with broader meanings, satisfied that we have translated the spiritual legacy of our ancestors into contemporary terms. For many of us, the first Quakers’ scripturally-shaped worldview seems irredeemably culture-bound, outdated, and maybe more than a little crazy.

So why study the words of the first Friends today? Why expound them as if they could be important for contemporary Quakerism? What’s the point?

There’s this: they offer us a challenge, one that a person desirous of a rigorously honest spiritual life may welcome. As we’ve seen, the first Quakers reacted against a religion that rationalized the unjust and hypocritical status quo. Studying their words and lives with open minds and hearts, we may come to question our own condition: do not we, too, use religion to make ourselves feel good (in both senses) while our manner of living supports the unjust system from which we benefit, even if we dissent on this or that issue (such as war or government aid to the poor)? Is it not possible that we are as hypocritical and harmful as the people whom the first Quakers angered by “answering that of God in them”—by echoing the cries of radical goodness in them to be freed from the unacknowledged darkness and evil in their hearts?

To be blunt: is it not almost always the “call to enjoyment”3 and not the call to justice to which we give ear? To take just one egregious example, let’s set aside the everyday and consider one special time: vacation. In a “developed” country such as the United States, where we casually consume a large percentage of the world’s resources, once or twice a year we like to take a vacation, to “go somewhere” and do something special, something that requires an even greater than normal expenditure of resources. Vacation is a time in which to enjoy ourselves as fully as possible, to have fun—to play. And many of us spend a relatively significant amount of resources on that special playtime. After all, we feel, we deserve it; we even need it. And what could be wrong with it?

Again, let’s focus on just one egregious example. While we’re using those resources for our vacation pleasures, we know—or could know, if we cared to inquire—that every day about 30,000 children die of starvation and preventable or treatable disease. And we know, if we think about it, that children don’t run out of food or get sick one morning and then die that afternoon: they suffer malnutrition, sickness, and pain for some time before their bodies are completely broken. In other words, it’s not that 30,000 suddenly sicken and die every day, but that such a huge number of little children are suffering continuously—from preventable and curable conditions—that the daily body count is in the tens of thousands.

We adults play; countless children cannot. We have excess resources, which we use to further enjoy our already luxurious lives; they have few or none, and therefore they live and die in misery and pain. It’s not inconceivable, is it, that instead of playing like spoiled children we could, adult-like, apply our over-abundant resources to saving the life, or at least to easing the pain, of one or two or ten or a hundred of them—even every day?

Well, yes, it is inconceivable. It is inconceivable because the structure of our worldview does not normally permit this question to come into consciousness, or, when it does slip past the ramparts, to be taken seriously. To care enough about unknown children that one breaks with social expectations and sacrifices customary pleasures is effectively unthinkable. And so, even if we give some money to a charity because we’re nice people, we don’t feel at all odd that many children are suffering and dying for lack of the resources that we’re spending on our play. To the contrary, especially when we’re happily using our own children’s resources and damaging their environment in the process of having our good time, to deprive ourselves of fun for the sake of the children of strangers—that would be very odd. And we don’t want to feel odd, particularly if it costs an annual trip to the islands (where, if all goes well, the poor will not be visible from a beach that has not yet succumbed to climate change or oil spills).

Is it lucky for us, then, that the ethical challenge of people like Jesus and the first Friends is issued in the language of religious mythology, of God and demons, heaven and hell, salvation and sin, so that we can rationalize dismissing the challenge along with the superstition? It seems so. But we do that only by closing our ears to the cry for justice harbored not only in their language but also in the depths of our own hearts. Otherwise, we could find that we’ve put things together backwards, that it’s not that the ethical call comes out of superstition but that the superstition is a more or less primitive incarnation of the heart’s reaction to injustice. We could find that those Quaker phrases we use, phrases like “that of God” and “the light in the conscience,” don’t mean that we can be nice people while enjoying our status in an unjust world-system, that they still point to a tiny, trampled yearning in our hearts for justice and mercy. We might even find that the nasty “original sin” idea harbors a truth: after all, can one really be a good person while withholding food and medical care from children so that one can have yet more fun? Or might such behavior point to a fundamental flaw, a root of real evil in us?

Will there be a “last judgment,” as described, for example, in Matthew 25? Probably not. But maybe Jesus was expressing a truth both timeless and urgent when he said that we who feast and play while the poor starve deserve unending torture. And maybe, as a George Fox can tell us, “nice” is the truly banal face of evil. But do we have ears to hear?

Do, then, even we spiritual descendants of Fox fail to to acknowledge and act on the reality of our self-loving into injustice? Is our attitude effectively something like this: “If the spirit of George Fox comes looking for us, tell him that we’re on vacation­—not sure when we’ll be back, but if it makes him feel better George can leave an anachronistic tract in the screen door before he goes”? If so, we’ve sold our heart’s treasure, Fox’s just and compassionate “Christ within,” and then left town to spend the silver on a good time, expecting that things will be back to normal when we return. And they will be, because, human nature being what it is and religion being one of our best defenses against truth and justice, the poor children we have always with us—even though they die by the tens of thousands every day.

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NOTES
[1] “Preaching up sin” refers to the doctrine that human beings must always be sinners in this world. In the popular sense, imputed justification (or imputed righteousness) means that believers do not actually become just but are treated by God as if they were just, even though in practice they will continue to sin. In other words, the righteousness of Jesus is “credited” to them despite their continuing unrighteousness, and thus they can be admitted to heaven after death. This pernicious superstition is expressed in such slogans as “Christians aren’t perfect, just forgiven.”
[2] Scriptural Greek’s kosmos, usually translated as “the world,” conveys a sense of an ordered system. The first Quakers believed that the Logos, God’s creative love, was re-ordering the world, restoring us to the original purity of creation in the image of God.
[3] Slavoj Žižek, The Parallax View, p. 299. (The MIT Press, 2006.)
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